Alone in company of myself

Alone in company of myself,

I am wailing to the patient walls,

which have sheltered me,

for all, I truly am,

For long, wandering in tomorrow,

as well yesterday but in today,

I look at roughened hands,

regretting what I never did,

Regretting my sense and myself,

I am lost in unclear dreams,

that had no beginning,

don't know of end.

Alas, I am lost, totally,

I weep. and cry for help,

from anyone who can hear,

and understand, the pain of lost,

To show me direction,

to help me build, and dream,

a dream, but to my dismay,

I found no one, and am alone,

Alone in company of myself.