Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Searching no expectations land!

it's a truth we hate, but don't have choice,
we have to accept it regardless, that's our fate,
we resigned to, guess since we first were here,
to the land, planet and so universe of expectations,

"expectations", a will and belief, but on ourself,
expectations that can never be met,
expectations that you only want to bet,
expectations that only go further, Away,

while it isn't wrong to have one,
but sure is last time we wished,
to smile back, to show affection,
to enjoy our being, to celebrate the moment,

and when you own one,
there's gluttony of misery,
of greed and jealousy, that breeds,
like a parasite it feeds, 

and hence, was a decision made,
consciously attempting an effort,
to search a land of no expectations,
not with expectation, but uncertain hope. 

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Alone in company of myself

Alone in company of myself,
I am wailing to the patient walls,
which have sheltered me,
for all, I truly am,

For long, wandering in tomorrow,
as well yesterday but in today,
I look at roughened hands,
regretting what I never did,

Regretting my sense and myself,
I am lost in unclear dreams,
that had no beginning,
don't know of end.

Alas, I am lost, totally,
I weep. and cry for help,
from anyone who can hear,
and understand, the pain of lost,

To show me direction,
to help me build, and dream,
a dream, but to my dismay,
I found no one, and am alone,

Alone in company of myself.